I grew up an innocent.<\/p>\n

For the vast majority of my life I believed in the general sincerity of our governance. I mean, I didn\u2019t accept everything that they said, I knew that they\u2019d obfuscate to suit their own political agendas, but on the big stuff, when push came to shove, I trusted that we were led by people who would not directly lie while looking you in the eyes.<\/p>\n

Now, I don\u2019t want to suggest that I believed in a rigid, black and white Cold War dichotomy.<\/p>\n

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I understood that there were nuances and that the truth was round, rather than two-sided, but I did think that Western Democracies abided by some immutable principles and were to the best of their ability, \u201cgood.\u201d<\/p>\n

Well, when the US government cynically lied to it\u2019s own people about Iraq having Weapons of Mass Destruction, and then went ahead and invaded the nation, resulting in the death of perhaps one million Iraqis, all the while knowing that Saudi Arabia was actually the country that nurtured the 9\/11 terrorists, my child-like faith was forever shattered.<\/p>\n

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It was simply astounding to me that something so calculated, something so evil, could take place, and take place without a revolution of protest erupting in our streets.<\/p>\n

I now view authority with a level of skepticism that I did not before, understanding that those in power always have more to protect and gain by lying than those outside of power. And so it was that I went to see the documentary Citizenfour last week.<\/p>\n

It\u2019s actually more of a living historical document than it is a movie, I think, as it\u2019s a real time presentation of Edward Snowden, over an eight-day period, as he leaked NSA documents to some journalists and the film-maker in a hotel room.<\/p>\n

It\u2019s a startlingly media-savvy and perhaps unprecedented way to conduct a leak, and that alone gave the movie a surreal, kind of theatrical feeling. Snowden was very consciously \u201cpresenting\u201d himself and his motives to the world. He was, in a sense, acting and this struck me as odd.<\/p>\n

Snowden always seemed to be suppressing a small, self-satisfied smile, as if trying to conceal his delight in being a gravitational figure that was setting a great narrative into motion, and I was astounded by how articulate he was, speaking in unbroken, virtually literary paragraphs when describing his intent and circumstances.<\/p>\n

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Isolated, without legal counsel and unsure of what was to happen to him and everybody he loved, he did not betray any anxiety, but seemed, calm, confident and even rehearsed in his manner.<\/p>\n

Now when I see such a thing, I don\u2019t suspect Snowden of fabricating the leaks, which essentially reveal to the public that the NSA is an omnipotent entity that has access to absolutely all our communications and actions, I suspect the NSA of fabricating Snowden. He was a CIA agent, after all, and what\u2019s the use of a grand surveillance apparatus unless the people beneath it are conscious of it and feel its weight pressing down upon them daily?<\/p>\n

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I don\u2019t have an opinion on the matter at this point, and there\u2019s no way I can gather enough information to make a lucid and truly informed judgment, but my faith in our institutions is at such a low, that like a mad man in an alley, I find myself given to question everything that they prepare for my consumption, and you know, it doesn’t feel very good.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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